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not made of stone. by =lorelix04:iconlorelix04:

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I give up. I seriously, honestly, truly don’t even know what to make of anyone anymore. All of you fucking sicken me. Is there such a thing as a decent and honest human fucking being right now? No. There is no such thing. I’ve been stabbed in the back, I’ve sacrificed and given up everything I had for the people that I loved, I have nothing left! I have NOTHING LEFT. I’m waiting anxiously, chewing at my hands, and tearing myself apart for the day that someone tells me they love me, mean it, and won’t leave me stranded. I don’t fucking forget the things people do to me. Welcome to my world, where everyone I ever love ends up leaving me alone. I don’t need any of you. I don’t need anyone. But it’s fucking lonely out there, and when you’re walking alone and no one is there or ever WAS there to hold your hand, the world is a scary fucking place. I’ve been abused, I’ve been abandoned, I’ve been sacrificed, I’ve been stomped on, I’ve been stabbed in the fucking heart, and the whole time all I’ve ever done was try to help, love, and support the people who are slowly taking years off of my life. I don’t want to be alive anymore if everyone I come into contact with is a potential assassin. Someone who eventually might find a way to hurt me.

I don’t want to feel this way anymore, but I will ALWAYS ache for something new. Something different. Something real. Something. Something, something, something. Someone. Someone who will actually love me without feeling burdened.

Where the fuck do they breed you selfish people?

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:iconddior:
~dDior Jan 30, 2009, 10:07:15 PM
~That's a good question, I might have an answer but I can be extremely obnoxious and unpleasant as conversations pass by.

Interesting gaze.
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~Spenc3rr Jan 30, 2009, 10:19:07 PM
I can definatly empathise. It would appear that the human condition is justification enough for anybody to be cynical.

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~lightinthedark1037 Jan 30, 2009, 10:46:35 PM
oh my god.
as i was reading that, i felt like you had just read my mind or something. i know exactly what you mean, more than i can even put into words. i couldn't have said it better. those things are all i've thought about today. sorry- i just kind of felt obligated to tell you that, and that you're not alone.

feel free to talk to me anytime.

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"why are you wearing that stupid man suit?"

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:heart:
:iconnattyphotography:
=NattyPhotography Jan 30, 2009, 10:59:31 PM
I think... when two people love each other, truly, they break free out of this terrible world that there is, and create their own new, peaceful existence, where everyone else lives. Those who accept others for who they are, who they are themselves, and know what it is to suffer, but keep the hope that someday, things will be okay.

In the end, everything will be okay. If it is not okay, then it is not the end.

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Photographer and model from Sydney, Australia :heart:

My YouTube Vlog: [link]
:iconmikapache:
~MikApache Jan 30, 2009, 11:12:11 PM
wonderful shot

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=markocavka Jan 31, 2009, 1:13:21 AM
...uh, I know how you feel... I think sometimes that there are no good people left; feel like an alien on this planet, with my attitudes, values and all those "silly things" that I won't give up but make life more difficult among other, "normal" people...
eh...
:hug:

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Flower at the crossroad,
as beautiful as Sun...
With no thorns to divide my way,
I choose to stay...
:iconxxnever-namedxx:
~xxnever-namedxx Jan 31, 2009, 2:32:24 AM
'everyone need someone'
people aren't so bad.. really. but i know how you feel. and i was sad while i reading this comment.
i wish you smile, and fantastic people, not idiots. :O


i'm sorry,i understand english,but i can't write anything good :XD: i'm stupid


:hug: amazin' and very emotional photo +you're really beautiful. :)

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we stand alone..
on a
FUCKIN HOSTILE!
:icongeneralmeow:
~GeneralMeow Jan 31, 2009, 3:01:45 AM
The facial expression of yours is stunning. Very well put, and fitting, title i must say as well.

As for the things bothering you, kittens help. They love you unquestionably :3

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